We are now broken up for 2 months . Yeah , and I’m still not over him . Believe me , I’ve been trying . I told myself I was better without him and that i cud find another guy . I put myself out there again around a month and a half , and three guys asked me out . I said no to two of them and said maybe to one. I started having a thingg with that "maybe" one . buuut it didn’t click . He was perfect , but it just didn’t feel right . I missed my ex . Too much . How we ended was a weird one . We were a great couple . People at school were jealous and wished they had our relationship . One night , we were just fighting through text about how he was getting obsessed over baseball and how it was taking over his life . Some things were said that hurt a lot , and well … he broke up with me . The next morning before school ? He wanted me back . We agreed to wait a week so things could calm down in school . EVERYONE was bugging us . It was impossible . The whole week he would tell me how much he still loves me and I said it a few times back , too . I couldn’t lie to him . He broke up with me on a monday , so that friday , I was going to ask him out again . But literally before I could , he yelled at me about a rumor that I was flirting with this other guy and did some stuff . HECK NO! I told him that and he said sorry after we fought . Monday came . . . I asked him out . He was surprised actually . Tuesday came and then Wednesday , he said he didn’t think we should go out anymore . Said we should still be friends . We still texted . Goodness . . . a lot has happened since then . . . this girl he started liking , him saying my best friend was hot , him hearing that I was saying things about him and getting mad about it , him saying he wanted to go out in the future , him saying he still liked me a little , that he doesnt and he does , that im better off without him , that he told himself he could live without me and eventually he believed it , that he said we went as far as we could , that he got bored with the relationship , that he couldnt make me happy , that i should be with a guy that would make me happy . This was all spread out thruout the past 2 months . Not all at once after the breakup . Recently , I found out he still misses me sometimes . . . I dont know whut to do . How can I get him back ??? Do I play hard-to-get ? Please don’t give me some crap online about "The Magic Formula to Love" or something that’s just a scam . And please don’t tell me to move on and that there are other guys out there , because I’ve heard it all . I tried believing everything people told me , and nope . My heart still wants him . I tried convincing him that he was the only one… FAIL . I tried telling him I missed him… FAIL . I tried ignoring him for 2 weeks and he did text me . WHAT DO I DO ? PLEASE GIVE ME A PLAN :(

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